Scadalous/ Monday, July 11
went to meet med at westmall todae..aft such a long time...we spoke abt how we used to do things togetherr..and look back on how our life in fmss was...we spoke abt kai..spoke abt tracy and kim..spoke abt how poly life is now..spoke abt how we should adapt to it..and how i juz refuse to..!! of cuz..med told me abt herrr...*a-heMZz* a little laaa..not exactly a lot..cuz i was almost drained out too...actualli i realli dunnnoe how i'm feeling noww..dunnoe y i'm beginning to dislike skool also..actualli i think i noe y...cuz i'm juz beginning to get turn off...turn off by guys who are so shallow..turn off by guys who onli see gurls by look..so let me tell u guys out dere..if u're msging mee..or trying to get close to mee becuz u juz wanna noe mee..f off..i dun caree...see me as bitch..or wadevaa..i dun wanna noe u..dun wanan get close to u..dun wanna haf anything to do with u..if u're sumone whom i may noe in the past...and u're trying to get close to me now too..SCRAM!! juz go awae..i had enuff..call me a bitch..a slut..hate me...i realli dun care...it beats u being so hypocritical..wanna befriend a gurl cuz of her looks..ARGH!! i dun need tonnes of guys to be around mee...to be exact..I HATE TT!! de more u wanna cum close..de more i'll detest u..and get turn off..!! i noe..and i can judge...who my frenz are..who are close to me becuz dey care..and who are juz dey cuz of PLAIN SHALLOWNESS!! get out!!! i'm beginning to get sick and tired of stoopid guys asking mee..*do u miss me?! YUCKSs!! stop TRYING to flirt with mee..GET LOST!! haf anyone told u?! I REALLI HATE GUYS NOW!! YUCKS... i love who i love..and i love those who realli caress..tt's all! so..dun even wish!
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
12:11:00 AM
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